How easy I have it

Totally disappointed in myself right now...
Couldn't manage to do the 40 hour famine, i decided I'm officially starting in half an hour... midday!!! Jackie's right i am totally weak... i guess it goes to show how easy we really do have it. I mean when your hungry or bored even your first initial sub conscious reaction is to go to the cupboard or fridge and eat... What about those poor people who cant get a thing to eat for days.

Gee i think I've just had one of those bright spark realisation moments where i just thought, how lucky i truly am and how the major hassles/problems in my life is nothing in comparison to those who don't have food, shelter, clothes ANYTHING! We take so many things for granted! When really we should be grateful that we're not in that situation.

On a brighter note got 2 new dresses today = ] very nice... Going to a 21st birthday party tonight, cocktail, being the reason of the new additions to my wardrobe.

I got a feeling, that tonight's gonna be a good night!!! = D

20 mins till the famine begins, I'm on a mission to prove to myself that i can do it! Not getting sponsored or anything, just doing it for the sheer sake of doing it! As for right now, I'm going to eat as much as my stomach can possibly hold, and then, i might go for a nap! have had a whole 4 hours sleep! I guess that's what happens when you only go to bed at 4am !!!

The weeks are going fast!!!

Wow how the weeks are flying by!!!

Before i know it 9 weeks'll be up and I'll be out of school!

FREEDOM at last!!!

For some reason I'm not as excited as i should be, i mean helloooo school is going to be gone, for like ever! no turning back... but I'm starting to believe everyone when they say "school is the best 12 years of your life!"

I used to think what are you talking about you crack pot old looney but now... yeah I'm totally FREAKING OUT!!!

I'm thinking sure I'll leave school and get straight into the R.A.A.F, and still be safely secured into a routine and i wont have to worry about what im gonna do with myself and what the purpose of getting out of bed for the day is if i dont have school. How wrong i was! The whole R.A.A.F thing didn't fall into place how i planned... i have to wait until February next year. So i thought to myself, WTF am i gonna do? Then an RSA course came up at school and im totally contemplating doing it so that when i finish school i can work in a bar and save money and pass the time until February

SO MUCH IS GOING THROUGH MY HEAD!!! ITS DRIVING ME INSANE!!!

QCS in 2 weeks...

9 WEEKS LEFT OF SCHOOL EVER!!!

= O